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 On Sunday, I woke up to a text from my friend with this gif: For reference, Lorelai (in pink)  loves  the snow so much that she can smell when it's about to snow for the first time every year. My friend and I both LOVE Gilmore Girls and the snow, so every year when the first snow happens, we send each other something related to it. Anyway, usually when I wake up, especially on a weekend day, I spend at least half an hour on my phone before I get out of bed (please don't judge me lol). But not that day. I saw her text and immediately popped out of bed and ran downstairs so I could sit on the couch and watch the snow fall.  When i got downstairs, my roommate was chopping vegetables to go in her crockpot very loudly. Usually I like to sit in silence as I watch the snow, because it's so peaceful. But I couldn't handle the sound of the knife on the cutting board being my only noise I was listening to, so I went back upstairs and grabbed my headphones before going back do...

 This week, I went on a date to an obscure little restaurant. I was a little worried about the food quality because it was a vegan food place. It ended up being fine ( aggressively fine). BUT in the middle of the date, I heard the sound of high heels on cobblestones, and I stopped eating immediately. Because that's the intro to this song Soon, I heard Taylor Swift's voice, and my mind went completely blank. I've been on a date with this guy before, so he knows how much I love Taylor Swift, and said, "It's okay, you can cry" And I did. I really did! Because it's my favorite song from Taylor Swift's newest album, folklore, and I was Not Expecting to hear it that day. That's the thing, your favorite song/artist means so much more when you don't expect to hear it that day, but then you DO. I had also never heard any songs from folklore on the radio before, so it really caught me off guard!!! Anyway, I'll leave you with the best lines from the ...

This week was insanely busy for me. I was behind on everything and I was so anxious that I wasn't going to be able to catch up. I was very VERY behind on sleep. I hadn't gotten more than 6.5 hours of sleep in a few weeks and my meals got less and less nutritious. Honestly, it got to the point where I was skipping meals because I didn't have time to make anything.  Anyway, all this stress culminated to a point yesterday when I just felt awful. My body was struggling, I felt nauseous but also hungry... I had gone to bed knowing I would only get six hours of sleep, but I woke up from stress over and over again in the night. When I woke up, I felt depleted. I felt run down, tired of trying, and I didn't want to keep going, but I had a busy day ahead of me. I felt my anxiety getting progressively worse. Usually, in those situations, I try to meditate to calm my mind down and re-center myself, but I knew if I meditated, I would just fall asleep from sheer exhaustion, and I di...